New Start & Biting Fingers

I haven't written much on this website recently. I want to get back into to that.

I feel more secure than in a long time when it comes to who and what I am. I am a wolverine, I haven't known it for very long, but it's been a self-discovery journey for sure. I am enjoying learning new things about myself and my nonhumanity, felt like everything was at a standstill before, that sucked.

I came to the conclusion today that I am fully a wolverine, I think I de-bunked the werewolf thing. I don't feel like a wolf anymore, it's kind of slowly faded when I first started thinking about myself as a wolverine. I am a wereweasel so to speak. I used to think I had wolf blood running through my veins, it's not, it's that of a wolverines. My internal organs, my fur, all of it... is that of a wolverine. I'm happy being one, there's no struggle with me hating myself for what I am anymore. I'm just a happy stinky weasel.

Today was a decent day, I went to the coffee shop this morning and hung out there for a few hours. Since I've gotten home I've just been scrolling tumblr (which I am comfortable with again) and eating carrots lmfao. I love the way they crunch and snap, they remind me of bones in a way. Speaking of bone snapping, I am going to the dentist tomorrow, gonna have to constantly remind myself to not chomp fingers. I wish I could be sedated again, but it's not surgery this time, it's just filling a cavity. I wanna bite so bad... It's so hard not to omfg.

Spooky Movie Time

I know it’s not October quite yet, but I’m going to start the spooky movie nights tonight. I’m going to start rewatching the Saw movies and have quite a few to go through. Last time I tried watching them I had issues doing so. It’s weird how I can get through some of the most gory horror movies, but Saw movies make me wince a bit. Maybe because it’s more painful in the sense of torture, not just blatant gore. Either way I’m making a pizza and am excited to start.