A Stinky Weasel

Last night for the first time I had semi-retractable claws. I kept grabbing pillows with them, it was fun to bring them close to me with my claws and then bite them.

I’m currently back at my family’s cabin. I was raking leaves for a while then it started raining pretty hard so I had to stop for a while. I think we are going on a bike ride soon when my brother gets here. I’m just cronching on carrots while listening to Heilung. I can’t believe I’m going to live here not to far off from now. I find it funny that when me and my neighbor went on a walk and encountered a black bear, she basically had to pull me away because I was not fearful and wanted to take pictures. I would fight a bear if I needed to for sure.

I haven't written much on this website recently. I want to get back into to that.

I feel more secure than in a long time when it comes to who and what I am. I am a wolverine, I haven't known it for very long, but it's been a self-discovery journey for sure. I am enjoying learning new things about myself and my nonhumanity, felt like everything was at a standstill before, that sucked.

I came to the conclusion today that I am fully a wolverine, I think I de-bunked the werewolf thing. I don't feel like a wolf anymore, it's kind of slowly faded when I first started thinking about myself as a wolverine. I am a wereweasel so to speak. I used to think I had wolf blood running through my veins, it's not, it's that of a wolverines. My internal organs, my fur, all of it... is that of a wolverine. I'm happy being one, there's no struggle with me hating myself for what I am anymore. I'm just a happy stinky weasel.

Today was a decent day, I went to the coffee shop this morning and hung out there for a few hours. Since I've gotten home I've just been scrolling tumblr (which I am comfortable with again) and eating carrots lmfao. I love the way they crunch and snap, they remind me of bones in a way. Speaking of bone snapping, I am going to the dentist tomorrow, gonna have to constantly remind myself to not chomp fingers. I wish I could be sedated again, but it's not surgery this time, it's just filling a cavity. I wanna bite so bad... It's so hard not to omfg.